‘From jilted lover to lady killer’ is the tagline on Krauser’s new book – Balls Deep which is the first volume of his memoirs.
It covers the story of how he got into the world of game and progressed towards become the heartbreaker today. I was at the two events he held to launch his recent products and he gave me a copy to have a look through. Balls Deep is really well made like his other books, you’ve got a professional cover, good artwork and over 400 pages of action, pain and fucking.
His story begins as he takes you through the early parts of his life and his marriage. I found that I could resonate with some of his thought processes at the time even though I’ve never been married as we’ve all had that blue pill mindset at some point especially here in the Anglosphere.
The stories around his first approaches are just terrible, not terribly written but just unbelievable to imagine that he could have been so bad. His journey is interwined at first with other members of RSG and along the way you see how much fun they had as a group travelling around Europe from Lithuania to Poland.
Within Balls Deep, there is a lot that you can reference whether you’re at the start of your journey or just trying to iron out a few kinks. His sense of bitterness about his life at that time shows during the opening few chapters as he learns daygame and starts hardcore approaching around the streets of London.
He tells you how he trys different things out including ‘apocalypse openers’ and what he sticks with. You get a small insight into his sessions with Yad and Colin (Skeletor) and what he gained from those. Balls Deep covers all of the issues he faced in those first few years including his inner game torments.
What I really enjoyed about this memoir was that it was real, it didn’t have that fake feeling that ‘The Game’ sometimes gave off. Many guys who get into game can get a magical player image from reading Neil Strauss and don’t realise the perils that need to be faced along the way, something that I highlighted in my meltdowns post.
However Krauser certainly helps by sharing his painful journey, you feel his bitterness but you also learn how he overcame that with feminine female company. Krauser is a fountain of game knowledge and in addition to his story, there are sprinklings of texts, messages and intelletual mastery on display for you to learn from.
It’s a real journey, one we’ve all been on, the high moments of taking an Arab girls anal virginity to knowing he’s done hundreds of sets without getting a lay. It’s littered with Eureka moments that not only function as adding content and fun to the story but give you a great learning experience along the way.
I remember having those issues, I remember doing that and fucking up, well Krauser certainly did it all too. The joys that come from game are individual but the pain, we all feel collectively as it’s familiar. I really enjoyed reading Balls Deep, this is a fun, inspiring and painful memoir that doesn’t hold back on any details, I think it’s the best I’ve read from the manosphere (followed by Naughty Nomad).