Before Game / After Game

Before knowing about Game…

…I was always frustrated
…I wasn’t getting laid
…I was afraid to escalate with girls
…I was depressed
…I believed that there was a soulmate out there for everyone
…I thought all I had to do was wait and circumstance would get me the “girl who was meant for me”
…I would wait hopelessly
…I didn’t act on interest from girls
…I was afraid of rejection
…my BMI categorised me as “underweight”
…I hated on guys getting laid a lot through bitterness
…I had next to no money
…I didn’t know what to do with myself
…I considered myself social, but never went out
…I hung on to girls from my past hoping to be rekindled with them while they never even thought about me
…I couldn’t understand why I got put in friendzone after friendzone
…I didn’t know what to do with my life or what I wanted
…I was too scared to approach a girl
…I put others’ needs before my own
…I listened to indie rock like Death Cab all the time
…I put girls on pedestals
…I was a white knight
…I thought agreeing with girls would get me in their underwear
…I apologised all the time for things I wasn’t sorry for
…I never put my point across
…I never fought my corner and agreed with the other person to defuse any arguments
…I envied my mates who were getting laid, who I thought I was better than
…I spent most of my free time on my Playstation
…my past would haunt me
…I would get affected by something for days or weeks without letting it go
…I never thought I could “be that guy” who could get laid on the regular
…I often thought I would only ever have 1 or 2 more lays in my entire life
…I rationalised everything
…I wanted everything to go back to how it used to be instead of moving on with life
…I dressed badly
…I thought masculinity and “alpha men” was a thing of the past and therefore thought it was not something to be desired
…I underestimated the SMP
…I thought nice guys don’t finish last, it’s just a saying
…I wanted one girl for the rest of my life at age 23, rather than multiple girls for the rest of my life
…I told myself that the next girl I would get into a relationship with would have had more sexual partners than me, but I would be okay with that
…I was pathetic